Well here it goes.. I know that those of you who read this are near and dear to my heart and will understand the season we are in. If by chance one of you read this and think we have failed as a married couple and family don't think it has not crossed by mind. I really had to think positive and think of it as a stepping stone and most of all a sacrifice on my part.
When I got married I had a hard time accepting that I could never go back home. .To see my parents, to sleep in my own room and have my own bathroom. Well it's almost been 2 years and now I see our town house as HOME. For a couple of months now Jon and I have been chatting about moving in with parents to save money. Especially now since we have Isabella and her needs come before our own. With a combination of rent, utilitys, baby stuff, bills and everyday expences we were cutting it a bit close. So Jonathon's parent's and my parents offered for us to stay with them. I know that I could live back home with my mom and dad, but I knew that Jonathon would absolutly hate it. So i am sacrificing my comfort for him and moving in with his parents. As I sit here typing I still can't belive that by this Sunday I will call his parents house HOME.. Actually we moved stuff today and we will live with only wha we need at this time. Everything else will be put in storeage. I dont know if I will ever think of their house as home, but right now I feel like I'm a guest. So for the rest of this week we are moving things to their house and packing away the last 2 years of our lives in boxs and bins. I can't wait for the day when I can unpack and release all of the memories that we have to put away. I know that this is only a stepping stone and it's a season, but it doesn't make it any easier to do. So I ask those of you reading this to keep us and mostly me in your prayers.
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